等待

今天一直等手机响。。
但等不到。。==
请不请都请麻烦告诉一声啊。。
做么都没交代的==
晕。。

因为等着这一线希望。。
讲真的。。
等待的滋味不好受==
唉。。
过了明天。。
真的没打来。。
那。。
我是时候再找另一份工了。。。^^

东家不打。。
打西家咯。。
世界之大。。
总有我容身之地。。
船到桥头自然直。。
rainnie你要加油啊。。
我不可气馁。。
我要坚强。。
我要乐观。^^
笑一笑。。
什么烦恼都跑掉。。。

但是心情还是很低落。。
我见工碰壁了=[
第一次。。
凡事都有第一次的。。
接受吧。。
哈哈。。

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爸爸妈妈
我想说。。
你们说我读这么高。。
工钱应该高一点。。
找好一点的工来做。。

但是我想说。。
我对的是设计这一行业。。
请问在as会有很多吗？？
工钱会高吗？？
我读的这科。。
其实可以做很多工的。。

曾经我的目标是在杂志社或报馆打工。。
因为我可以从事排版这行业。。
但是我想说。。
请问as那里有报馆，哪里有杂志社。。
我要如何有好的工作呢？？

你们总是说叫我去做account工。。
问题是我都没读。。
怎样做。。
工钱高又怎样。。
人家要有经验咯。。
要我拿什么申请？？

大学生就大了吗？
有文凭又怎样？？？
现在社会上大学生一大把。。
随便抓几个都是拉。。。
报纸都打了。。
大学生就业机会低。。

你们说做么当初我不申请account读。。。
account要4个A才能读咯。。
我并不厉害咯。。
我拿什么何人家争。。
有得进uum已经偷笑了。。
还要选科读？？
以为公公开大学的吗？？

请你们不要再逼我了。。
我真的好累。。
我没有迷失自己。。
我知道我在做什么的。。
我有我的方式。。
我有我生活的方式。。
我有我自己的想法。。

请你们不要再逼我了。。
我不是你们所谓的望女成凤那个人选。。

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6 month^^

yeah..
we ady 6 month^^
happy go lucky...
wish to hav many many month again XD
hehe...

sat han birthday ^^
tis year they no celebrate..
so we jz hang out eating , n sing k at star garden 2gether..
got han, chuan, qian, jie n his wife, tiong n siang..
yee n eric jz go eat oni^^

sing until 1am..
when b open d rock sound..
me faint faint..
b say me beh qi==
sad nia...

sun .. stay at home wif b..
do housework wif him..
its feel good..
happy n conform..
seem like tis is my house..
n oso my family..^^
i love tis feeling..
so warm...

then we chat at room..
hug hug^^..
feel happy ..
tis week me very moody..
everyday cry..
but tis 2 days..
i damn happy..
when saw him..
i wil forgot all d thing..
jz keep smile n smile..^^
i noe i love him deeply ..
he too XD

b really cant live without u ..
u r my every thing..
love u much n much^^

my b birthday ^^

21052010

today i working ..
coz tml take leave go butterworth wif my b..
tml is my b big big day^^
today he come bec as...
go restaurant paris emas eat wif his frend^^
can felt tat his is very happy..^^
got han, chuan, qian, yee,xiang,theong, si, leong
we 10 ppl

after ate,
then we go star box sing k^^
yee din follow us go..
i realy like to listen my b sing k...
too nice..
i lov it XD
then jeft n his frend come to join us^^

around 12.++
fin sing..
we go kari mee sembang..
but unfortunely..
my hp rang..
is time to me going bec home..

haizz...
felt soli to my b..
owez let him disapppointed..
cant acc him long long =[
bad la me

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22052010

happy birthday to my bao bei b^^
hope his happy owez n all dream bcome true..
n oso love me forever XD..o(∩_∩)o..

today he 8.++am come my house fetch me..
me follow him bec butterworth..
he today got working..
i take leave coz wan acc him whole day..
until 12am ^^
coz today is his big day..
wan let him happy happy ^^
hope he like my present n cake o..

reach butterworth..
wait his working..
i walk in his room ..
watch ip man2 n tang xin feng bao..^^
i will b guai guai waiting him geh^^
watch tang xin feng bao until tear drop out..
so touching..
like tis drama much..^^

1.00pm
eat lunch wif him..
unfortunaly..
i fall down..
paiseh nia..
but my b laugh until stomach pain==
bad la him..
haha..
mayb my action so funny lol XD

after lunch,
his continue work,
me continue my drama^^
n waiting him fin work..
but i slept jor ..==

6.00pm we go jusco..
coz my b gave me rm100 voucher..
we use tis voucher to bought d snack, biscuit, choco n so on ^^

tat is 1st time i go jusco at BM..
quiet nice..
but restaurant aircon damage==
so we decide go hav dinner at kfc ^^
my favourite food..
hehe

my b say mayb will bring me go beach..
but finally we din go..
coz too late jor..
scare kena rompak..^^
coz my b say his not the hero..
haha...

9.++ we start journey bec as..
coz i can feel tat my b so tired d..
is time let him relax lo..^^

11.++pm..
he fetch me bec..
infront my house sembang until 12am..
coz i say de mahh..
wan acc him whole day until 12^^
i success to do it..
do u happy, my beloved b^^

n me oso sing happy birthday song to him..
but his laugh me again..==
coz i dunnoe how to sing cantonese happy birthday song ^^

happy birthday ya, my b...
i lov u ..
hope can celebrate yr birthday wif u forever ever...^^